next few weeks, but in the end I chickened out.
I had all this different thoughts in my head: am I good enough? What if I fail miserably? What will people say?
When I think about it now, it was basically a lot of nonsense.
Finally my year had come. In 2017, I had grown to the challenge and I applied.
Now is the question: Have I wasted my time by waiting so long? Maybe I should push myself outside my comfort zone a little bit earlier, but would I be ready? Would I have enough skills to be successful? Who knows?
The National Chef of the Year is one of, if not, the hardest competition for chefs around. It is very complex, requires many skills, a lot of time, courage and dedication.
If you are a little bit apprehensive, not confident or even maybe scared of entering this year, do not panic. Challenges are always daunting and it is natural to shy away from them. Don't forget that to make progress, you need to go out of your comfort zone and push yourself. In my personal opinion, I should have entered in 2016, but I overthought it.
Do not waste your time or worry what other people may say, just go for it and start thinking about the task. You have nothing to lose, only to gain. In every stage of the process you develop and expand your skill set. You are becoming a better chef.
Deadline is on 22nd of March, so crack on as it will come sooner than you think. Maybe you will be National Chef of the Year 2020!

About Kuba Winkowski
Kuba has enjoyed cooking for as long as he can remember. He grew up in Poland where the restaurant scene and eating out culture hardly existed, a career as a chef was not highly regarded and did not give many perspectives - cooking was thought of only as a hobby.
He came to the UK to learn how to cook professionally, first at The Thanet College in Kent, then at Broadstairs in Kent.
Kuba won cooking competitions in two countries, did stages at Le Gavroche, Rhodes 24, Buckingham Palace and The British Embassy in Paris. His first full time job as a Commis Chef in Le Manoir aux quat’ Saison under Raymond Blanc and Gary Jones.
In February 2010, he joined the Timmers as Sous Chef, becoming head chef two years later. In his first year running the kitchen, Kuba was awarded 3 AA Rosettes. The chef has appeared on Saturday Kitchen on BBC2, Saturday Morning with James Martin on ITV.
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