more my style of cooking. Last year I cooked a bit differently to how I normally cook and it was just having stories that connect with people. This year, I’ve done more my sort of style and I suppose things that I’m interested in.
What were the best and worst parts of being on GBM?
The best bit is meeting the chefs. Last year, it was such an amazing experience working with the chefs and the whole team. Everyone that’s involved, they are fantastic people. I really enjoyed it. You get out of it how much you put into it. If you go in there cocky and arrogant, you’re not going to enjoy it as much as if you just be yourself. The most stressful part of it though is trying to keep your cool when something goes wrong.
I panic a lot in my head but outside I’m poker-faced, everything’s okay. That’s the worst thing about GBM – everyone’s watching you, to make a mistake and try and pretend like you didn’t, that’s the hardest part. I felt more comfortable in the kitchen this year. Last year, it was brand new to me. Being in a new kitchen was stressful, let alone having four or five cameramen staring at you as well and everyone asking you questions. It’s a lot to take on, it’s draining.
Is it nerve-wracking is it to cook for your peers?
Without a doubt! I think last year when Daniel Clifford walked through the door, I thought it would be someone else. I was really hoping it was going to be someone like Michael Smith or someone like that and then when Daniel Clifford walked through the door, I was like ‘oh my god!’. He’s like one of the most respected chefs in the UK, he’s an incredible chef. That put the wind in me if you like, that was very terrifying!
If you were scoring your dishes, would you agree with what your judge said or not? If not, why not?
Without a doubt. We had a very fair judge this year.
Did you enjoy being pushed out of your comfort zone, and how difficult is it to cook in the GBM kitchen alongside other chefs?
It is really hard to cook in the GBM kitchen, you make mistakes you might not normally make. There is always lots going on and it is so hot. Saying that I loved every minute!
And I found being around the other chefs really inspiring and as much as everyone wants to win we also all support each other.
Would you do it again?
Yes.