and the more you cook, the more you develop yourself - as you will see in many chefs. We added the rooms and we needed the space to do that so we had to condense our dining, it had to become, in a sense, a little more sophisticated than what we were doing. In one sense the building has dictated the style of food that we have produced.
Are there still dishes from your original brasserie on the menu today?
Oh yes, we were doing black pudding cooked in brioche and using a lot of pulses – we were trying to appeal to a whole market.
We still do fish and chips on our lunchtime menu, although they are good and the fish is brill. On an evening we offer five and eight course tasting menus plus an ala carte, we have to as we have guests who stay for two or three nights.
If anything now I’d say my food is erring back to relatively simple and fresh.
You’re self-taught is that right?
Yes, I haven’t been in any grand kitchens with any grand chefs unfortunately!
Does that make it easier to find your own style?
No. If I had my time again I’d love to go into a kitchen with a good chef, most definitely. It develops your style much quicker. Being self-taught, you have to learn the hard way, make your own mistakes and it’s much more frustrating. You can learn so much from other chefs.
What dishes do you have on your tasting menus and how regularly do you change them?
It’s a surprise tasting menu and at the minute you can expect to see something like the halibut or langoustine, we’ve got a super miso with all the veg from the garden.
Do you enjoy being able to just give customers what you want?
Yes I do. I think it’s more exciting for the guest. We take a list of stuff they don’t like and do like, and because there is no preconceived idea from the guest point of view about what they are going to get. So many guests have said to me they have eaten food they would never normally try and that it’s been wonderful. It’s not about us thinking what can we give them, these dishes, as with any good kitchen, are tried and tested. They can also be easily modified for allergies, we are cooking for them and that’s what you have to do today.
Has the amount of guests with allergies risen?
Totally, over the last two or three years. And it used to be guests would say they want the peas from that dish and the potatoes from another – this way as a chef I know what they can’t have, I can adapt the dish and it can be served with the skill and flare that it’s supposed to have.
You have the kitchen garden, have you always had it and does it inspire your dishes?
We had a little one but this one is new and has got bigger and bigger - I don’t think we can make it any bigger though as the patch next to it is where the helicopters come in. It definitely inspires me, I thought the other day I wish I had grown more artichokes because they are delicious but there are not enough to make the dish I would like.
Do you have a favourite season and dish?
We are big into game and I’m quite well known for my grouse. Last year I think we sold about 5000 grouse.
You’ve had a Michelin star for the 13 years – was that an accolade you were aiming for?
It was an aim when I had my first little restaurant but I hadn’t really bothered about it when I came here, I was just into lifestyle. It was a lovely surprise – when I was told, I thought somebody was taking the piss!
You are one of just a handful of female chefs who have Michelin stars, why do you think there are so few?
There are tonnes of good female chefs knocking around, I think traditionally there has just been a bit of a shortage but I think that is being rectified now. I don’t think it’s as male dominated anymore and I think you’ll see a great batch of women coming along soon. Society has changed, so now it’s possible.
For me getting people to work for me was the hardest thing, I hadn’t come out of a good stable and a lot of chaps didn’t like working for women. But at the end of the day if you go forward with a positive attitude you will get there.
Is there anything you would change about the industry?
I’d like to see more people sticking at it. I think a lot of people flirt with it and then find easier ways of earning a living.
I’m quite involved with Middlesbrough college which is great, lecturers come and do a stint in our kitchen so they are then passing on knowledge they have got from us to the student rather than just working from a text book.
We also have a young girl in the kitchen with us who was a waitress and she works so hard so I’m sure she will succeed. It’s very rewarding seeing somebody blossom who has come through your kitchen, it’s terrific.
You’ve been here 18 years, what are your plans for the future?
To try and find the time to keep doing it all!